每个人的寂寞空虚。

我寂寞，寂寞就好。- 【Hebe田馥甄】

我渴望被重视，渴望被肯定。寻寻觅觅，找寻一个属于自己的知音，但是若真想找到一个，真正明白你，了解你，能够互相勉励你的知己。太难了吧？就算真的被你找到了，对方也未必当你是真正的知己。也许只能把你当成表面嘻嘻哈哈的朋友。

表面上，对没错，我是个傻大姐性格，爱玩，爱笑，疯疯癫癫的和不同堆的朋友混在一起。但是，就是没有一个能够让我真正敞开心扉，好好说话的好朋友。

人，都是寂寞的。就是因为那份寂寞，所以不断地寻找属于自己的知音知己、甚至是自己的另一半。当找到的时候，你会认为那份寂寞已被填满。

真的是这样的吗？你是不是也会有和我相同的感受？

当一个人逛街时，看到甜蜜恩爱的情侣，你不免会望着你左右手，想着属于那个会紧紧牵着你的手的人，在哪里？或者是，你已经找到了牵你手的他/她，但是此时此刻他/她却不在你身边，寂寞空虚的感觉全部袭击而来。

当你感到无助，难过，低潮的时候，你渴望他就在你身边，不需要太多的言语或安慰的话，只要静静的抱着你，抚摸着你的头，让你依赖依靠。

就算跟一堆朋友在一起时，表面上自己看起来很快乐，很满足，但是内心却更空虚。也许可以尝试不管那份寂寞空虚在心里叫嚣，但是换来的，却是自己的内伤。不管你怎么让自己快乐，让自己过得很充实，在人群堆里，会更觉寂寞空虚。

夜，尤其是深夜，是人最脆弱的时分。每晚，有多少人失眠，就只为了简单的理由 - 寂寞。 哭湿了枕头，慢慢的才入睡。或靠安眠药才能入睡。早上，我们还能逞强，还能抵抗那份寂寞，因为那些忙碌的生活，就是寂寞的抵抗力。

这个城市，大而空旷，而每个人的身上，都有那一份的空虚寂寞。
而这份寂寞，不曾停止过。
到了夜深人静的时候，这份寂寞空虚会更浓厚。

亲爱的，我好想你。

Final Exam Result + Outing with Yoanne

Wake up at 11 somthing this morning, then went to college to get my result slip. Garrghh.. I'm not enough sleep, headache. :-( Since last night keep worried about my result, keep praying that hope i won't fail for my final exam. I didn't beg for good result, but at least i pass my exam. Unfortunely, when i check through college computer since they said the result slip only will be release at 5pm evening. I checked, my total CGPA marks is only 1.38. I totally shocked and my tears almost ran out frm my eyes. But i controlled and asked myself not to cry or showing myself is weak and feel helpless. So, i smile and act like nothing in front of others.

I only fail one of my first sem final exam's subject, BEVERAGE STUDIES!! Well Mr Joykin =..= Thanks for not letting me pass your lovely dovey subject. I know you dislike me, and same as me too. *wink*

Then,

After i get my result, went for lunch with Jeff, Maw Maw, Corrine and Patrick. :) But then Yoanne msg me, told me she already arrived Times Square, watching movie with her friend. So when she come out, i meet her up and she joined us since I have order my lunch at restaurant.

Very first time hang out with her eventhough we know each other before both of us came KL. But then never have chance hang out together since both of us is busy for work and study.

She finding hair show model for coming 24th August. Actually is just a hair show competition,
so both of us meet up today and discuss for the themes and costume.
Will update u guys soon. *wink* Remain mysterious first, ngek ngek :-P

Saw both of our wearing? So match man. XD
My white small coat with floral trouser, and she wearing black jacket.
We have the same taste and sense in some of stuff,
such as our wallet.

Nelly & Yoanne ♥♥♥

Read this my readers

Dear all, pls take a few minutes to read this post, appreciate it alot. :)

I have added a new gadget - " FACEBOOK LIKE " at my every single post.

All facebook users, my friends or even net friends,
click like if you love my article through your personal facebook account
so that i know who you are. :D

If you like to know more how to add this gadget to your blog,
kindly refer to my babe's blog post : Hilary Giogio

Firstly, if u are the one who always read and follow my blog. I would like to said thank you with full of sincere heart. :) Especially for those who love my blog article, always leave comments to support and console me. I appreciate it alot, i mean seriously. :)

I know and i understand, it's not easy to make one person like you. As what usually people said, you can't force a person to like u if he/she is dislike u without any reason. So, for all of you who love me, i love you all too. But if, you hate or dislike me, it's ok i won't care or bother about it. I won't try to approach you to like me or whatever shit you hope i do for you.

Love me or hate me, still is an obsession. :P

Link my blog?

For all my precious readers that I don't know you in real life OR click my blog randomly*pass by someone blog or friend intro me to you* if you linked me at your blog, pls follow my blog. :) Because i won't simply linked every single person who linked me at their own blog. So the best way is follow my blog, then i can view ur blog easily. In addition, you may also received my blog updates' in first time.



Follow my twitter?

My twitter link --> Click here

My twitter will be update daily,and of course I always have craps at there. If u play twitter, may follow my twitter to get my latest news or even my sharing story. Blog is the place that i share something important, but twitter is the place i always craps and chat.

So, catch me up there. ;-)



My Facebook Fans Page?

Well, i'm not celebrity or even a famous or public person, i'm just a small character in this world. And i believe no matter how famous, rich, famous, pretty or handsome you are, you are still a small character in this world. Am i right?

So, my personal facebook account full and i can't approve any friend requests anymore. So i create a fans page for myself. Quite shy and embrassed when open this page. Teehee :P

So my dear all, pls like my fans page and pls STOP ADDING MY FACEBOOK PERSONAL ACCOUNT. I seriously won't approve your friend requests except if you are my real life friend.

So,what you waiting for?
Catch me up
and get my new updated through
i mentioned above's three ways!
Have a nice weekend.