Ready for my Internship!

Hi all, have a nice day. Just a random post just to update my blog. Randomly I realized that come to the year of 2012, my age front number jump from odd to even numbers count down in three more months, coming to 20 this years OMFG. How come time flew like arrow? How i wish i won't grow up. :'(



I'm going for my internship at April until August. Super excited and panic! Three choice in my list : 1. Ritz-Carlton KL 2. Grand Millenium KL and 3.Sutera Harbour Resort in Kota Kinabalu, thinking to back to my lovely hometown to do my internship if there is no other choice. God please bless me can get a best and ideal workplace that seriously suit me. 

Addicted the song, from JJ Lin Jun Jie - She Says, just in love with the lyrics and melody so much. Listed as one of my repeating song in favorite list. :)

A long post for my own study life in Berjaya University College of Hospitality.

I'm not come from a rich family, just an ordinary family. I flew from my hometown to study at Berjaya University College of Hospitality, all is because this college can give me a warm and friendly environment. But getting longer to study at here, i'm getting sad and dissapointed at this college.

From the first few sem, i don't put 100 percent effort on my work, assignment and exam. In all the lecturer who ever teach me, they all know that i'm just a problem student, i always absent class, assignment rely on my team members to help me complete and i'm just do some easy part, and u guys can know how "good" is my result was. My gpa won't over 2.0, and my cgpa is only 1 point something. So at the 2nd semester, PTPTN stop my study loan as because my cgpa not over 2.0. So my parent have to work very hard to support on my study, i knew they try their best, doing installment at my fees, but still i got a lot of outstanding fees. 

Come to the end of every semester, college won't allow me to get my exam docket as they request me to settle my outstanding, and my outstanding fees which is 10k plus. How should they expected my dad can paid 10k plus in one time? So my dad try to have a talk with them, at last they request my dad to pay 2k and they will release my exam docket to me. After few sems experienced a same case, I know i shouldn't be like this anymore, i should work very hard to get a good result so that PTPTN will continue provide me study loan. Because of my outstanding fees, college is not allow me to get my result slip. I don't understand why, i mean ya i know this is their system and rules, but anything related to my study? When i went to the lobby, the officer will always repeat me the same sentence " Nelly you are not allowed to get your result slip until u settle all your outstanding fees. "I feel very sad, but at least I can get to know my result on the student website. Come to the 6th sem, finally i success to get a good result on my last semester, which is the 5th sem, i checked it from the older version website, webapp that one. I feel very very happy because at last i did it. But after received the news from college that the result is not accurate yet, i wait. Until the day college announced that the result is out, student is allow to check on the new website.  I know that i won't get my result slip as usual, so I directly check my result on the website, unfortunely even the website I also can't check my result, they barred me from the website, so even the only way i can check my website also lost, what should I do? At least I got the right to know my result right? 

Maybe u guys will think that, why don't I defer semester and continue at the next semester, I did have this thought before, but my dad hope I can continue study, he ask me not to worry about the fees, he will settle himself. What he want from me, is concentrate at my study and get a good result. I did it Dad! I'm very proud to said that I really did it! 

So when i knew i can't check the website, I went to my college Financial Department to check with them. As i knew my dad just paid his installment to college. And the financial officer was talk so loud and seems like she want to let every students to heard abt it, " You don't even settle your outstanding fees, how can i release result to u? " And that time, there are a lot of students at there and everyone is looking at me. How embarrasing is that? I feel like crying that time, why I can't even know my result? Why? My father did paid to the fees to u, but just we are slower and the amount is not much, but at least we try very best to pay to u. So after she said this to me, I smile and said " Then can u try to help me check my result first? At least I hope to know my result. " And she replied me " Ya I will check, but now u know i'm busy, I will check later,  somemore u don't paid for your fees, you wait lah. " I smile, said thank you, and walk away.

The world is mean, the people is mean. Only strong can live. 

FHM Event 2011.

Hello hello, so sorry for the late post. Teehee. Should be update at last week, but keep on delay until now. Finally today i done edit and resize all the pichas! :-D 


Last thursday, 22nd of October, me, hubby and classmates went to FHM 2011 at KLCC Convention Centre. Meet up at KLCC at 12pm, then four of us went for lunch before go to the event. 


1 something we reached front door here, then went for register because all the visitors are required to have a visitor pass before went in the hall. Da rang, i get mine too. :-D 

Hubby help me take pic, he can handle angle very well! 

Thanks hubby ♥

Let's start the journey :)

See all of the cute cakes, omgggg so nice and delicious! I want a piece too. Too bad that time i'm still very full, stomach can't insert any foods. :'( 

Next stall, my favourite Ice Cream! I choose mine chocolate flavour!
 So happy that they gift us a small cup to have a taste. Seriously very nice! :-D

3rd floor all are selling those food and beverage equipments. 

Random picture after get out from the hall, Hubby with me ♥

After that, we proceed to Hall 5 to watch our collegemates and lecturer contest.  

When we get into hall, we saw our college representative contest, our senior.

 I forgot his name, but i recognized his face. 

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Our senior works, very nice even haven't completely done. 

Proceed to the main stage when we heard the emcee announced our lecturer name going to be the next contestant. 

 Stage with previous contestant and the judges. 

Next, he's here! Doing some preparation before get started. 

The process when he doing his mocktail or cocktail, i'm not sure. =/ 

After done his drinks, presented at the table below the stage for present to other visitors. 

Our meetings & events management lecturer - Shaun Liew.

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Next, we move to other session. This area is the bakery contestant works. All are very nice and beautiful!
Not going to upload all the photos, but will share with you all the interesting and nice one. ;-)

Alice in the Wonderland

 Rose wedding cake, one of my favourite!

Bakers At Work, i give 5 stars for this work. Very nice and attentive.

I believe the baker really use alot of effort to do it. Well done!

Another one of my favourite,

 The heels wedding cake!!

This is soooo cute! 

Look alike a barbie doll house! 

We go out from the hall because it's too hot inside. So we went to KLCC Garden Park to walk around. 

Using my phone front camera to camwhore, 

Me, Felicia, Maggie and Hubby! 

Times with hubby :-*

Issh, how can you act cute! >_<

One of my favourite pics of us! Teehee :)

Jiang jiang, the three silly girls :-P 

Four of us. :) Thanks for the guy that willing to take photo for us. 

Hubby helping a foreigner take pic. Look so professional huh? Lehlehleh.

Lastly, a funny picture of me and hubby. 
I look like very naughty (obviously i am) *COUGH* , and hubby was speechless for me 'naughtyness'. Neni neni bubu, who ask he pamper me so much. :-P

That's all for the FHM day, have a nice day ppl! 
Hope you enjoy my post and photos! 

Relax Saturday.

How's life guys? I promised i will update my blog once a week, i mean AT LEAST! :-D Guess what, today i went to interview as a Barista at Starbuck! Be honest, i am a super coffee lover. No idea why, lmao. A Starbuck a day keep the sleepyness away from me. :-P

Before i went for the interview just now, i called Maggie and told her about this, she said " Hahahaha! I know you lah! You go for the interview is for learn how to make Green Tea Latte izzit, or your Mocha Frappucino? " I was like, wtf. haha! No doubt i am Starbuck Loyal Customer, i always kidding and tell others, Hye Starbuck should present me as their super V.I.P! And my friends always teasing me, they told me " Nelly, you should franchising a Starbuck, then everyday you can drink unlimited Starbuck. " = , = a good idea huh?

Weekend coming to the end, i'm going to said Goodbye with my lovely weekend. I can't even rest well recently. :-( Keep on busy for assignment. assignment, Assignment, and ASSIGNMENT again. Frustated. :-( Due date is getting nearer. God pls pls pls, pls and pls again bless me, halleluyah amen. =/

I learnt from everytime i fell down, so dear all girls, if the man who you love is not going to believe what you said, then please don't waste time keep on make any explaination for him once he start suspect what you said.  Eventhough this second he told you, he will belief on what you said, the next second, he change his standpoint and the situation will only keep on repeat and repeat until the day you tired. Girls and boys, please remember this, cherish your love one, two people is meant to be trust each other but not to suspect. Remember a sentence said by chinese ppl, heart is made by flesh, there will be a day your partner tired and fed up no matter how deep she/he love you. It's too late when you start regret when you lost the one you love.

I love my semi-formal make up for Friday. ♥

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Watched Dylan Dog today with him. Brandon Routh is sooooo hawt! I'm so so so so admire him! I keep on repeating tell him, OMG Dylan Dog is sooooo leng zai, my cup of tea! And he was like so helpless giving me a swt face like this. muahahaha! :P  ★★★★ for this movie! Thumbs up for my dearest Brandon Routh! Hye he is mine! 

I love the movie line : No Pulse? No Problem. 

Have a nice day. :-)

Berjaya 14th Floor, Sampling Restaurant Review.

Maw maw help me take this pic. Thank you! :)

Having my very first practical class ACRO last few days, i look so freaking tired because i just slept for 1 and half hour and wake up. my eyes is sooooooo heavy and i think if i don't find something to do, for sure i will close my eyes and take a standing nap. LOL


And, i have no idea why i put a smokey eye make up on that day. Randomly wake up from bed and feel like try this make up. Not really suit for a waitress who work at a fine dining restautant. But its okay, nvm! I had been discover another new make up for myself! Next time will try to make the eye shadow lighter. :)


College life is tiring, but i enjoy and love to spend time with my friends. :)

Being a waitress that work at a Fine Dining Restaurant, make sure your hair is tie up with a bun or look tidy, i'm not sure others restaurant but this is what our lecturer request us to do. :) 




Berjaya Sampling Fine Dining Restaurant is ready to give a good service with quality foods to every customers! Eventhough we are still in process of practical, but we will still show the best service and caring to every single customers, as what we said, this is the spirit of hospitality! :-D


So, feel free to come for your lunch at Berjaya 14th floor Sampling Restaurant with us! Our class is only at every Tuesday, but it takes turn because our class have separate to two groups, so either i will be at restaurant or inside kitchen. Our operation time is from 12.00pm to 2.00pm. Make sure you have make your reservation before you came! 




And last few days,  

When i'm too lame until i felt my hair grow mushroom, i grab all my make up stuff and start pour out my every make up stuff. Start refer ViVi Magazine March Issue 2011, i know its quite old but just find something to do. Refer to the make up tutorial shared by ViVi Magazine, i tried both different type of make up. Can you see the difference? Left eye is bigger, and the right eye is longer and sexier. XD




Enjoy my life now, currently. :) I have a bunch of friends, we always stick with each other, go college together, eat together, have fun together, discuss assignment together, share and talk together. 


I told myself, the old nelly is die and non exist anymore, and now, the new nelly is reborn! 
No more 1 point ++ in my cgpa result, this sem, i will fight for the best! 

My moral class first topic - Abortion.

Hello, im super tired today. The first week of my forth semester. I'm not good, not fine recently. :(
I will tell you in a honest way , i'm facing my PTPTN study loan, because of my sucks result at last 2 sems, and last sem finally i improved, but still i didnt reach their requested minimum CGPA. End up i still left a huge number of outstanding course fees. I'm kinda stress and down recently because of these, there is no way to solve this problem except if sky drop $$$ to me. :(


Subject for this semester :


- Advanced Cuisine & Restaurant Operations (ACRO)
- Principles of Management 
- Principles of Marketing
- Personal Development Skills III (PDS)
- Moral Studies




Okay back to topic today, just as simple, having moral class at 9am, at first i thought this will going to be a boring and dry subject, because i thought it will be repeat the same lesson as what we study at high school, need to memorize the definition and bla bla. But now i know i'm totally wrong, the class is out of my expectation! I love and enjoy myself in the class because we will be discuss about community issues, relationship between your partner, family, how do we think about homosexual and so on. And there will be have a few theory classes. 




Guess what, today's topic is about ABORTION! OMG so geng, the very first class already start from this kind of topic, so can you predict that the topic that will going to discover at the further class. sounds excitied! :D

When we have our moral class, try to imagine the scene 

Mr Warren asked the whole class : " Anyone know the pregnancy test commonly cost how much? " 

The whole class is silent, and i can see the crow passing by my head *ak ak ak*

and in sudden idk why i answered : " 20 ringgit sumthing lah. lol " 

Then the whole class was responding  : " Oh x100000000, " 

They oh for so long time and sound so suspect seems like i ever buy. 

I continue respond since they still giving me those sinister smile! : " 

hye common sense weih! Watsons or guardians also got sell lah. " 

Then finally Mr Warren said something, the whole class finally back to normal. 

End scene, lame i know, thank you for imagine! :P

the class continue, after a simple briefing and introduction of Abortion. Mr Warren asked all of us : " So, what do u guys think about abortion ? Our country is not allowed woman to go for abortion except if only the health of mother is in jeopardy.  " 


So, what do you think? Once Mr Warren sound out this question, i already have a very confirmed answer is a big NO. I heard some of my classmates said yes because they mentioned about the rape cases or the bf is not responsible and run away from his responsibilities bla bla, for me i still will said no. No matter what mistakes that the litigant did, the baby is innocent. Baby is a gift from God, baby is a human being, they are human being, they have feeling. I know it sound so sarcastic if the one who reading here is ever met rape cases or dump by partner, and i said sorry if i hurt your feeling or what, but i never meant to be sarcasm. Don't abort your own baby, if you really think that you can't affort to have baby, why don't you just give birth and try to looking for others family, let them adopt your child. It's better than you abort them? For me, ABORTION is not fair at all, because baby have no chance to sound out and indirect killed by you. Yes, for me abortion is indirectly killing a weak and tiny little life without giving them a chance to live. 




I feel so sad and heartache when i saw the aborted fetus pictures that shared by our lecturer. I felt sick and disgusted to watch that. I remember there is one picture giving me a very very deep impression, i guess the baby is almost 7 or 8 months,  the baby is die. The way they using for abortion is Salt Poisoning. The whole body is in white colour because the baby is been poisoned. :( I was like wtf? I mean if you really want to abort, why don't you abort before it's too late? Your baby is going to born soon and now you just decide don't want him/her? WTF! 


If you feel like want to take a look at abortion fetus pictures, just look for Mr Google! 


Warm reminder : make sure you don't view it when you just finish your dinner or before you have your dinner. 


There is no right or wrong as what our lecturer mentioned, because everyone have their own opinions and human right to sound their voice.




So what do you think about ABORTION? Do you think M'sia should be legal to abortion? 

Yes or No?

P/S : A random pictures from me, i wanna said thanks to my lovely and great mother because she born me. If everyone said yes to Abortion, then my mum won't be decide to give birth to me even that time she is an advanced age parturient woman. 

Thank you mum. ♥

I hate account -.-

Hello my precious readers, do you have a nice day today?

Today is the first day for my college reopen! SUPER EXCITED!

Today's look. ♥

Having english class early in the morning. Finish class at 10.30am then directly have the next class for Principal Account from 10.30 until 12.30. Lunch time only for half hour. FML -.- 1pm continue Principal Account class again.

errgh ACCOUNT i'm still hate you no matter how!! I'm blur when inside class. It was like, my brain is totally empty and alot of question marks surrounds me. Thanks for KY teaching and explaining to me with full of patient. :-)

Specially thanks to my lougong jun for teaching me. He teached me everything that he knows. Thanks you my love. I love you forever.

Okay, i think that's all. Homework waiting me, chiao! ;-D

Take care and have a nice day ya! ♥

New Hair Extension.

Said hi to my new hair extension! :-D

I use clip piece extension. in chinese also known as 发片. For me, this is the currently best hair extension way in market compare to hand tied extensions or sewn-in extension At least i can wash my hair easily and won't be suffer by the extension that tied die in my hair.

today i get my sem 3 times-table. oh fuck,i hate it damn much. it was like damn pack and full of classed, FML i don't even have one day can go back home earlier to have nap except if I escape class. and i was like WTF? how come our class have 31 students? The arrangement is suck till max. :( I have a bad feeling for my coming sem 3. God Bless Me,amen. Oh yeah,i hate account! -.-

*photo credited to Willem*

No matter how many times i look at it, i still hate it! WTF

Good luck to me!

想成为你们的骄傲

我有努力过，我尝试去强逼自己去接受自己所选择的那一个科系。我知道很多人的情况和我一样，读着一个连自己都不喜欢的科系。就只是因为无法选择自己喜爱读的，所以只好在父母的期待下选择一些连自己心里都打从心底不喜欢的科目来读。

爸爸妈妈，我知道你们都很辛苦。我知道你们都希望我能够出人头地。我是你们唯一的女儿，你们把希望都放在我身上。你们辛苦工作，努力赚钱给我，供我读书，那些辛辛苦苦赚来的钱，就连我都心疼。

我不是不想努力，我有努力让自己去喜欢去接受去了解。我一直都不想让你们失望，因为我是你们的女儿。尤其每次和爸爸通电话，虽然嘴巴上我都没有说什么，但是每次都听到爸爸对我说：“女儿，你要好好读书啊。爸爸辛苦一点没有关系，最重要的是你要用功。”

每次听到同一句对白，嘴上都会佯装他很啰嗦对他说：“是啦是啦，我知道了。” 但是心里却一直隐隐作痛，知道他的辛苦，知道他的期盼，知道他爱我疼我，知道他放手让自己的女儿去外面闯是有多么的不舍，知道他希望两年后他盼着他的女儿带着毕业文凭回来告诉他，她做到了！

爸妈，辛苦你们了。对不起，我总是让你们失望。

我很想继续撑下去，真的好想再撑下去。

但是我不知道还能撑多久，我一直找不到能够抒发的出口。

现在就连自己的教授还要故意给自己一脚，我还有什么力量可以继续撑下去？

对不起，可是我真的好想成为你们的骄傲。

Busy and plenitude life ;)

Dear all, sorry for my delayed post. I'm doing great at here, just getting lazy and lazy to update my blog. =x

Okay, i would like to share to u all my recently news. But seriously nothing special about me. :-) College life getting busy and busy.

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Feel like all the things came for me in short time ;

Mid term came to me,
Malaysian Studies assignment due date is coming soon.

Understanding Food & Beverages Operation practical exam coming soon too. FML

Times passed like sarrow. My sem 2 coming to the end, and i hope that i will getting mature and mature day by day. GBM! :-D

COUNT DOWN 7 more days, will be going back my hometown. :-D



Well, i heard some random rumours and gossip from some brainless human being.

Listen people, i never did any plastic surgery at my face before.

This is the funniest and silly rumours i ever heard. What for i plastic surgery my face? =..= And, im not came from rich family,where did i have such alot of money went for it? My face figure never changed before since small. Even changed, there was only a bit changed. But well we can't control what people wanna said or think since everyone has their right to talk.

So what you wanna think, what you wanna said, who am i that you wanna decide. Just do whatever you like. I won't approache you just for persuade you. Think before you speak, be a wise person. :-)

In conclusion, i hate the reality of this world. Getting tired with this world. FML